While I was cleaning up the house, I happened on an old diary. It was
from when I was 10 years old. I stopped cleaning to look at it.
My
parents used to give us these little diaries at Christmas. I remember I
would wait breathlessly until Jan. 1 and then I would begin writing in
them. There was a page for each day. The trouble with that system is
that eventually you fall off the wagon and it is hard to get going
again. For this diary, though, I did pretty well. I made it all the way
through January.
I do not remember ever looking at this before. It was illustrated! I drew pictures of my teachers and my friends.
I do remember Mr. Cvinar was our 7th grade teacher at Christ the King
School. So I was in 7th grade. I was kind of babyish, I think, because I
was just 10. I was the youngest child in my class. That was because
when I was in kindergarten, my dad had taught me to read, and I was put
ahead into first grade. In effect I skipped a year.
That picture
of Mr. Cvinar does look like what he looked like, to my recollection. I
did not remember Mrs. Cvinar. But apparently I liked her. “Mrs. Cvinar
said on Monday she would bring little Steve Cvinar in so we could see
him.” I loved reading what I was excited about.
On New Year’s Day I
wrote, “New Year’s Eve, we stayed up till 12:30. We drank wine and
Pepsi. We also watched them launch the New Year’s balloon on TV, and saw
half of Show Boat. The grups wouldn’t let us stay up till 1:30.”
“Grups” was our shorthand for “grownups.” I think my brother Tony got
that from “Lost in Space.”
I was already a partyer. On Jan. 4 I
wrote: “Margie (my sister) dropped out of Brownies lately. Jean dropped
out of Girl Scouts.” Jean Schneggenburger, my best friend, makes
frequent appearances in the diary. Looking back, I would have thought
that with Jean out of Scouts, I would have wanted to leave too. But no! I
continued: “I might drop out of Scouts too, but I’d just as soon wait
until after camp and the Potluck Supper.”
I stayed in Scouts. On
Jan. 11: “Tonight was Girl Scouts. We reviewed a couple of our dances
and discovered we would do one for the Potluck Supper.” I remember going
to several camps and Potluck Suppers. Good times.
It’s funny to
see something that flies in the face of what you thought you remembered.
I thought I hated gym. But no — the diary mentions hockey (floor
hockey, this would have been). I looked forward to games. I was on a
team called the Cherry Bombers. “We are the champs!”
My Uncle Bob
gave us piano lessons every Sunday. “Boy am I going to be in trouble for
lessons,” I wrote one Saturday. “I didn’t do 1/2 the things I was
supposed to do.”
Next day: “Lessons didn’t go as bad as I
expected. I simply said ‘no’ when Uncle Bob asked me if I did the
Kinderscenen. Then I was able to fake (sight read) the finale of the
Mozart Sonata, up to the ‘episode.’ When Uncle Bob asked me if I did the
4’th Beethoven variation, I just said no.”
I wrote a lot about my
teachers. There is a day-to-day account of Mrs. Bucholtz and her
sprained ankle and when she was finally going to come back to school and
how she had to walk with a cane. I seem to have liked Mrs. Bucholtz
more than I remembered. There was also a Mrs. Mazzu, whom I don’t
remember. I drew a picture of her captioned “Mrs. Mazzu, when she isn’t
yelling.”
I did a lot of drawing. One drawing of a woman yelling
is captioned: “A Mean Teacher.” And at one point I wrote: “Somehow I
can’t refrain from doodling in my books at school. Hope for the best!”
There
is a nun named Sr. Marie Patrice who would give me a tough time. I had
no memory of her. Then I read that she was subbing for a Sr. Marie:
“Fortunately, Sr. Marie came back today. Sr. Marie Patrice was just
going to give us a science test. Sr. Marie decided not to.”
One
episode is something I distinctly remember. I got to go to my Uncle Joe
and Aunt Marie’s to help my cousin Caroline serve hors d’oeuvres (I
spelled it “orderves.” I don’t blame myself — I still struggle with that
word.) I remember they dressed Caroline and me in dirndl skirts and we
went around serving shrimp and stuff. Well, I describe it:
There
were many people there, about 40. Most of them were doctors. Caroline
and I were busy from beginning to end, picking up dishes, passing food,
refilling glasses, etc. Despite that, though, it was a lot of fun.
There
was this one woman there. She had a long, green feathered ‘strip’
around her. Caroline and I kept finding bits and pieces of green
feathers on the floor. After a while the whole strip disappeared. Maybe
it grew small and she put it away. Or maybe it shredded to pieces.
It
is funny to be able to place that party in its proper place: Feb. 23,
1973. And the “strip” of feathers. I did not know the term “boa.”
Back
to my friend Jean. We were just making plans to get together — I will
have to bring this diary, or at least tell her about it. Because it is
so funny reading back on our doings. One day we made mean posters of all
our teachers. “It was great!” I wrote.
Then this: “I played with
Jean again today. We decided to go to Tops. However, when we came back,
there was so little time we only got to play the piano for one another
and then separate.” Jean and I were always playing the piano for each
other.
There is a lot of mention of Tops. I loved going to Tops — I
still do, LOL. Back then I would go there with my sister Katie and with
Jean. We would buy candy and cans of pop. No wonder that on Feb. 20 I
talk about having to get two cavities filled. “Yippee!! It’s all over!
Katie has 5 cavities. Man, I don’t envy her!”
How awful, that we had all those cavities. That wasn’t right, you know?
But
the diary is so much fun. I found another little daily diary too, along
with this one. That one was four years later, however. I would have
been 14. I’ll read it at some point, but 14 isn’t as much fun as 10.
That diary of my 10-year-old self.
I wish I had kept it up all year!